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[27 Aug 2011|10:19pm] |
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I'm just another guy with a camera. There are MILLIONS like me. Without a camera, I'm just another guy.
I'm really a boring person.
...Oh, and Fight Club the book, wow. It has a completely different ending than the movie.
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[24 Jul 2011|12:16am] |
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I'm not really worth bragging about.
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| Photographic Services... |
[31 May 2011|05:36pm] |
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My profession dooms me to a life of people considering me more of a casual acquittance than a friend.
This depresses me to no end.
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[05 May 2011|09:43pm] |
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Hey LJ! hOWS things? Whatever. Enough boring chit chat.
Listen...
-- I keeep getting asked how long I have left until I graduate. My automatic response now is "Too Long." I have enough restraint to not brutally attack those who ask. I'm 28 and I've been in school for 10 years. I hate this.
-- My job, and most of the people I work with, suck. And I'm pretty sure all of my coworkers think I'm a suckup, douche ass, killjoy, lamewad.
-- More stuff here that I can't really say in a public entry.
-- I should be doing something else with my life.
-- I think my family thinks of me as some kind of employee. I mean, really. What if I just didn't ever bring my camera to family functions?
-- Recently realized there aren't many photos of me from the last five to seven years. I've retreated so far behind the lens, and become so relied upon to be photographing everything, that nobody around me finds it necessary to document anything. I've essentially erased myself from history. THis recently crossed my mind [again] when I thought about death. Like a hypothetical about my funeral at 28 years old. Would there be ANY recent photos of me? I really don't think so.
-- Does that LJ cut thing still work?
-- I'm on my second beer of the night. It's a Thursday. Whaaaa?
-- I feel broken.
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| Pages In The Fire... |
[16 Apr 2010|07:06pm] |
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Hiding behind the lens is my way of slowly erasing myself from history.
I often wonder whether my three nieces will know when they get older who their uncle Jeff is. After all, there don't seem to be any photos of him.
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The ellipsis means either sadness or deep thought.
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| Date With The Bed... |
[16 Jul 2009|11:54pm] |
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I should know better than to neglect something of such value and importance to me such as my Livejournal. At very least I feel obligated to continue what was starting almost eight years ago. Yes, that's right. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) greenboy has been active (to an extent) since August of 2001. My have I grown. I miss spending hours reflecting with you, LJ. And also searching for interesting forums and reading about other people's lives.
That said, I need to make this quick. Tara is in the other room falling asleep and I'm looking to go crawl into bed with her.
I've been feeling as if I'm merely an acquaintance to everyone. It feels like I don't really have any friends. I confided in Tara that one of my apprehensions regarding moving in together with her was that she was the first person that suggested getting a place with me. I've never had any close buddies or other guy friends that seemed interested. Even the people I considered my closest compadres, it seemed the thought never crossed their minds. Is that to indicate that my "friends" can only stand to be around me for short periods of time? Or maybe, taking it further, that I was not worth knowing that well? Perhaps I've just become everyone's free photographer. What used to be my social crutch turned into a devotion, and is now exploited.
I'm not sure how much of that I believe. But I definitely miss all the people I consider my friends. I just hope they all regard me in the same way.
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[25 Jun 2008|10:29am] |
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Ladies and Gentlemen...
As of July 10, 2008, Walgreens will no longer be my primary place of employment.
As of July 10, 2008, I will officially be working for Schiller's Camera & Video.
I am so goddamn happy to have finally made the move away from a job I've hated for eight years.
Oh and I'm also going to be a nightlife photographer for Riverfront Times.
I said it six months ago. This is MY. FUCKING. YEAR!!
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| Random Thoughts (Cross Posted From MySpace) ... |
[10 Jun 2008|01:36pm] |
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As much as I looooooooooove playing pinball, there exist no photos of me playing. I guess, perhaps, people are smart enough not to disturb me during a game. I'm becoming quite good at the Elvis machine at Syberg's. Oh, and last night's karaoke was interesting. Good people, good times, I am never in a bad mood on Monday nights.
To Coors drinkers, WHAT THE FUCK!? Exactly what is the fucking point of having a beer label that changes color to indicate that your beverage is sufficiently cold? Are Coors light drinkers so fucking retarded that they can't tell when a beer is cold just by touching it?
Is it, ICED, tea?
No! It's hot tea!!
Well, then, I have no idea
It really is time to get back in shape. I look like shit.
I got a new camera toy yesterday. It's a macro/wide angle lens extender combo. I'll probably use them sparingly, but it least it makes my current lens look a lot cooler. It was an ebay purchase that took a long time to get here. So the dude said he was going to send me another one. So I think I'll have two here soon. I also received a shipment of various rolls of film as an experiment from Adorama. I'm quite happy about that. But now I need subjects to shoot.
I have a speech to write for tommorrow afternoon. And I'm not doing it right now. And I'm running out of time, having to work at 4:00pm today. Let alone, sleeping 'til noon. AND! Now that I'm making some headway on www.IAREMORON.com I'll be further distracted. Dammit.
The pool sounds mighty nice right now.
--jeff h
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| My Neck Hurts... |
[09 Jun 2008|06:51pm] |
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Friday the Samurai Electricians did RHPS at Union Station. For having not promoted the show at all (I myself had two weeks notice) there was an overwhelming turnout. We were, however, somewhat inhibited with the makeup of the audience. There were some children present and that was a bit strange. The cast definitely had to tone things down a little bit. Otherwise it was great fun. Took a whoooooooole lot of photos. We all went to the City Museum afterwards, courtesy of Brittany. Got some even better photos of scantily clad female friends of mine. Yeaaaaah. Got home very late.
Didn't do shit on Saturday. Woke up, worked on photos, went to work, came home and worked on photos.
Sunday, I went to the Stone Temple Pilots concert, courtesy of Lique. Damn that was cool. Who knows when one might get another chance to see that band. The set list was as follows, in this correct order...
Big Empty
Wicked Garden
Big Bang Baby
Vasoline
Lady Picture Show
Lounge Fly
Crackerman
Sour Girl
Creep
Plush
Interstate Love Song
Coma
Down
Sin
[Funk Jam]
Sex Type Thing
Trippin' On A Hole In A Paper Heart
Dead and Bloated (Encore)
It was great. Chevelle was rad too. Didn't dig Saliva and didn't see any of the other bands, as Lique and I are old and didn't have the energy to be outside and deaf all day.
I got one page of www.IAREMORON.com working today. I'm going to slowly make the switch over from my Picasa photo page to my own site. The breakthrough today was finding a free program that will resize and rename photos for me with all kinds of customization available. And again, FREE! Not free to try, FUCKING FREE!! I am happy. THIS is the template page that I created and will base all other photo pages of it. I made it to where I only have to change a few settings to make an entirely different page.
Radical.
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